weird.

I know that weird is an overly-used term that could mean a billion different things, but I don't know how else to describe my mood lately. It's like, all I ever want to do is just sit in my room and listen to music, and sleep. Oh, and eat ice cream, obviously. I'm not motivated in school or at work. The only time I get excited is when I hang out with my friends. I hate when I get like this. I hate when I don't know what to do. But I get in this mood every year...and it always starts after the first few weeks of school. Once I realize that summer is really over and everyone is busy and I have to be a grownup and it sucks. It's also probably because i'm single. I know that's lame, because i've always been single. It's easy to be single during the summer, though. It's lonely being single. It sucks being single. I freaking hate being in this mood. I'm normally one of the most optimistic, bubbly people in the world. Seriously. I'm almost always in a good mood. I like being happy. Scratch that, I love being happy. Being happy is my thing! And it's not like I haven't been in a good mood...it's just that they only come every now and then, which is weird for me. Being cranky is so lame. So I guess i'm just going to fall asleep listening to Christmas music, because you can't be in a bad mood when you're listening to Christmas songs.