Friday, January 22, 2010

SOULMATES

I believe in love. I believe in soulmates and fairytales and happily ever after. I believe that God has someone out there for me who is so incredibly wonderful that I am going to have to pinch myself daily just to see if i'm dreaming or not. I believe that, as much as I am wanting him, some beautiful boy is longing for me. I don't know who he is, or where he is, or what he's doing...but I know he's out there. I am fully convinced that I am going to meet this boy and we are going to fall madly, deeply, passionately in love. It may be next week, or next year, or not until i'm 35. He may be in Ohio, California, Iowa or Italy. I have no idea. But i'm trusting God to write my love story and I have faith that it is going to be the most well-written romance novel ever.

Do I give God my input? Of course I do! I think I utter 'please let it be Joe Jonas' at least once a day. haha Seriously though, i'm a 20 year old girl, obviously I have ideas in my head of what I want my future husband to be like. God and I chat all the time. I think He's taking some things into consideration, but ultimately it comes down to what He knows is best for me.

I guess the point of me telling you this is because I know that people laugh at my fairytale ideas of love...but that doesn't make me any less of a believer. I have been praying for my future husband since I was fifteen years old...and I know that he is going to be worth the wait. So when someone tells you that they feel/believe a certain way, don't just laugh at them. There's probably a good explanation as to why they believe that way. I guess my explanation is faith (and a little bit of naive little girl). You might not believe in soulmates, and that breaks my heart, but I do. There's enough heartache in this world, why try to tear down someones dreams?

Here, let me lay it out for you: rhyming style. =)

THEY SAY I DREAM TOO BIG
THEY SAY I DREAM TOO MUCH
THEY SAY THAT WITH REALITY
I'M SLOWLY LOSING TOUCH
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A DREAMER
WITH MY HEAD UP IN THE CLOUDS
AND THAT'S THE WAY I LIKE IT
SO I'M NEVER COMING DOWN


peaceandlove<3

1 comment:

  1. I don't think this is dumb at all, but then again, I think you are right. Another thing to consider is you may have already met him but he's not mature enough or at the right point in his life right now -- don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

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